Sir
How dreadfull dreadful a matter of this kind must appear to a well-disposed person, at the death of my Mother2 the only one that should promote my wellfare welfare 3, being an only Sister was she who entirely deprived me of every means of life, it do not aver to relating, this whole matter, My uncle John4 desired me to inform you how he was situated respecting the trifle left him by my Mother, but as I am in no condition, nor on the other hand whatever the cause of it may be you do not wish to see me, whether it proceeds from my poverty, or that, that most unjust Woman & her husband,5 have not poison'd you against me, I can't immediately account for. I have tried every honest means for bread that a man in my Condition could aim at to no effect, my health being impared,6 without Board or lodging, and friendless with being a stranger, I enquired once for you, when a gentlewoman who lives opposite your house, informed […] [gap in transcription (illegible), words: 1] me you were not at home, & desired I may lave leave my name, on which I told her P. Riordon & went off, since which time the few articles articles which I was possessed of I was obliged to dispose of or famish, tho' though my health is much impared, had I a friend who would only speak a few words for me, to get me into any little settled way of bread, untill7 the ships of the Season were going to India which will not be before November next,8 I should never once more be a means of giving you the smallest uneasiness by my presence, at the same time should ever wish your wellfare – if you are not pleased to make some little provision for me untill that time my end must be most mellencholly melancholy miserable, being in an ill state of health, and no prospect of labor – had a penny been in my possession I would not call at your house – so for god sake do not fly into passion on receipt of it, only what you will please to allow me till some of the Company's houses are open leave it where you may think proper weekly as for the relief of a poor Countryman, for no man living is in more need at present
19th July 1789
Yours
Pat.k Patrick Barry19.th July 1789 -
I lodge in Crown Court S.t Gileses9 at a M.r DempciesDempcie's N.o 12 -
